holiday part 1

11May10

ive learnt that money in my hands disappear really fast.no idea how it happens so quickly but fosho i know what ive been spending on.they all look like mini mini expenditures but somehow they just add up to a lot hahahahah

shucks

it’s like life i reckon.all the small small things which accumulate and become big.

like habits,like memories,like relationships,like emotions,like money,like with God.

falling away has no levels,you dont bypass barrier after barrier,it’s like free fall but then to get far with God,to know him so much better,there’s actually so much to do.so many old habits to lose.ah

it’s like spending money

you get the metaphor hahahah

i must/will get back on track.quiet time everyday yeah.and prayer.and well just make sure i do the best i can.mm

it took me an entire uni year to realise ive failed.i never rebounded, just well further down

the wtv stage,NOT WORKING

coming back on thurs night guyzz,see y’all soon!

xoxo