i dont ever want to walk this earth solo

19Apr10

i dont know why it’s so difficult to not do it,i guess i was happy for a split second before i regretted it,when i was typing..my mind blank.WHY !! it’s been a month ALREADY.

stupidity, inescapable
blindness, inherent
hope,

never no more.

ahhh so damn lazy,thank goodness it’s gym training,or maybe not so mm

be back laterrr

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why cant it stop.i think everyone should have less emotions,have their minds messed up a lil more,do more trashy things and graduate from uni with a better gpa.staying proper,sincere and loyal just makes you inhibited.it distracts you from your studies.HAHAH

you think?

ah i like this new songg.Breath slow by Alesha Dixon (:

“All my emotions go out of control. Good for you, bad for me.”

maybe you should stop thinking,stop feeling messed up,if you ignore how much you’ve change from before,you let people know the new you,and then it wouldnt matter would it.you dont really need to get un-spoilt from the past,i say,youre just making excuses.if you wanna say no,say no.
hahah so much angstt. screw you,you who spoil people.screw the already unspoilt ones.hopefully you neutralise each other.it’s more fun that way.

woohoo breakfast!

xoxo